New York has always been something of a spiritual mecca for me. Why?
Maybe because I've typically found that my fears, sadness, and anxiety have been problems of proportion and perspective-- namely, even if things aren't going well for me, I feel good when things aren't too close to my face.
In Tel Aviv, when I feel unmotivated or just glum I go walk around South Tel Aviv. Some people find South Tel Aviv depressing-- it's poor, it's full of people-- mostly immigrants, foreign workers, and refugees-- who are struggling through very difficult lives. I find South Tel Aviv full of hope and inspiration. These are people who haven't given up, these are people who persist. It's the human spirit at its best.
That's something the city center in Tel Aviv lacks, in my opinion. As much as I love the city center, a bunch of cynical, apathetic people sipping coffee and smoking cigarettes in cafes is not spirit.
New York has spirit in abundance.
When I talk about New York, I'm not talking about the Sex and the City New York that has (unfortunately) gotten lodged in the popular imagination. That's not New York. Or maybe it's a side of New York, but it's a small side and it's not one that interests me or appeals to me.
What does? The subway.
Crazy, huh?
But seriously... want to put your life in perspective? Take a ride. It's hard for your problems to feel big when you're packed into a car with people from all walks of life. Sometimes I think that I get the same amount of peace out of a week in New York that I get out of months of traveling.
Now there's something I can't figure out abut myself-- why I don't find peace in silence, why I find it in noise. Why is my mind quieter when the world around me is noisy and why is my mind noisy when the world around me is quiet?
Why is the act of being around and seeing people, even if I'm not talking to them, so soothing to me?